When a Boy Makes a Girl Jealous

A boy and a girl, the best of friends.
From elementary to high school from beginning to end.
Through all those years their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.

Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had.
He was the one who kept her from her knife.

She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day things went terribly wrong.

The next few weeks were like a very sad song.

He made her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did he know things would never be the same.

His plan was working,
but he had no clue.

How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.

One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.

She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.

He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.

Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.

As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.

She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.

Under her note his handwriting said:

"I loved her so, she never knew.
All this time I loved her, too."

Something

And so it came to be
This isolation that I am
I can only look to me
To find the way it all began -
This confusion,
Constant hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being that I envision,
Yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty -
Or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
Or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending something
That I am living deep inside,
Depicts the illusion of myself
And all I have to hide.

I Love You

I wish I could hate you
I heard our song on the radio today.
It made me cry...
It made me hurt...
It used to make me happy..
It used to make me smile..
YOU used to make me smile.
What happened to what we had?
What happened to us?

You went one way and I went the other.
I tried to call for you, I tried to follow you...
But you turned the other way..
Oh my love, oh my soul mate
I told you I loved you..
I gave you everything I had.
I gave you my life.
I cared about you more then I fucking cared about myself.

I look at your pictures.
I read your letters.
I listen to our songs.
I think of you.
I WISH I COULD HATE YOU.
It would be so much easier.

Why did you have to care?
Why did you have to be the only one that was ever there?

I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU.
I wish I could hate you.
But I can't, I love you.

I'm Setting You Free

Do me a favor
While you're breaking my heart
Walk away quickly
Don't tear my world apart

Don't look at me
Just turn and walk away
Don't want you to
Remember me this way..

Thanks for your time
And for your love..
Its over now
And my world is now through..

Turn away quickly
Hurry before I cry
Don't you realize
You were the love of my life...?!

Evil and heartless
You leave me so scorned..
Shattered and broken
So I lay and mourn

Turn your face
Don't look this way
Just leave me now
If its better that way..

Why do you stay here?
Do you long to see me here?
Do you want to watch me wither?
And watch my eyes cry?

No! Don't kiss me..
Don't hold me or try to cry..
You cant change your mind now..
Coz you made my heart break and die..

Leave now its over
You've done what you've wanted to do
Yes I still have feelings
And yes I still love you..

So goodbye my love...
Remember me this way..
A strong and stable person
Who loved you until this day..

No One Waits Forever

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when
You can share it with someone special.

To forget you, must i?

We've shared nothing,
yet a lot.

You must have given me something,
yet did not.

I should have hated you,
yet did not.

So little i have cared for you,
yet a lot.

Vaguely, you've cared
yet you've not.

So few memories we've shared
yet a lot.

I should be forgetting you,
yet i'm missing you a lot!

So i go on loving you...
yet i must not.

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i saw my ex crush today
he seem to look okay
but seeing him drives me insane
knowing that he's happy
while im in pain

thinking of our past
is like thinking of some trash
a thing that was once new
full of spark and glee
that ended up in such tragedy

my heart is now bleeding
from this endless weeping
how i wish that i wont keep on screaming
till the end from the beginning
this led my life with no meaning